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Alright, so as many of you probably know, Chris and I are not a couple anymore, and yes, it hurts. But this table for one has become bareable.
So on to other things.
Er, yea i changed my layout, don't know how much longer it's gonna last.
And yes, i know my colors dont really go, but who the fuck cares, it's not your journal. If you dont like it, dont read it.
That's basically it for now.
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[02 Jul 2004|02:04pm] |
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Well, okay, i'm thinking of changing my layout. I mean yes, Conor Rocks, but it's time for change. I dunno what to make it though. If you have any ideas comment, but god knows i don't get any comments anyway...so if you don't comment, Fuck You. Alright, well i'm gonna go and see if i can come up with any ideas for a layout...toodles.
I love Chris.
but I love you and you can pull my wings apart and pin me down under glass until the end of days if it can help you discover that we share the same pain.
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[02 Jul 2004|12:17pm] |
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Ok, guess whohas her comp back kids? Oh yes, thats me!
It feels soooooo fucking great to have my comp back. *hugs computer*
Ok, well i'll update more later, theres alot to say, and i need to talk to people.
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[07 Jun 2004|12:54pm] |
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Hy kids, i'm at Bryttbutt's house right now seeing how we skipped Field Day (Champions Day). BUt yes, I won't be online for a while seeing how my comp shit the bed so to speak. But I will be online on my cellphone, and don't be afraid to IM me on that kiddos. I wont yell at you or anything. haha. Um yar well i'm gonna go. Toodles.
I love Chris!
ONE MORE DAY TO BLINK AND NO DOUBT!!!!!!!! WOOTNESS!!!
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[26 May 2004|04:10pm] |
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Have you ever had one of those days where you're pissed for no reason whatsoever? Yea, I'm having one of them today. And I don't know why. Erg, I hate these days.
It's gets pretty sad when the highlight of your night is going to Target with your mom and your Aunt to get eyeliner. This blows.
Alot is on my mind, i've been questioning alot that I think i shouldn't be questioning. But that's just me. I'm paranoid about everything, EVERYTHING. But hopefully there's nothing that will prove my questions. Blah. I feel so shitty.
I strongly dislike myself (hate is used too much out of suicide, which I don't want to commit), and I bet alot of other people strongly dislike me too. *sigh* But I guess you can't please everyone eh?
You and me are like one heart-beat. So slice open my veins. And let, the romance bleed away. Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do. My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
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SPELL OUT YOUR NAME with these meanings.
A- You can be very quiet when you have something in your mind.
B- You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C- You definitely have a partier side in you; don't be show to show it
D- You have trouble trusting people
E- You are very exciting person
F- Everyone loves you
G- You have excellent ways of viewing people
H- You are not judgemental
I- You are always smiling & making others smile
J- Jealousy
K- You like to try new things
L- Love is something you deeply believe in
M- Success comes easily to you
N- You like to work, but you always want a break
O- You are very open-minded
P- You are very friendly and understanding
Q- You are a hypocrite
R- You are a social butterfly
S- You are very broad-minded
T- You have an attitude, a big one
U- You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards
V- You have very good physical and looks
W- You like your privacy
X- You never let people tell you wha to do
Y- You cause a lot of trouble
Z- You're always fighting with someon
C- You definitely have a partier side in you; don't be show to show it
H- You are not judgemental
E- You are very exciting person
L- Love is something you deeply believe in
S- You are very broad-minded
E- You are very exciting person
Y- You cause a lot of trouble
J- Jealousy
A- You can be very quiet when you have something in your mind.
N- You like to work, but you always want a break
E- You are very exciting person
H- You are not judgemental
I- You are always smiling & making others smile
R- You are a social butterfly
D- You have trouble trusting people
If you've never done it, put an x.
(x) I HAVE NEVER LIKED A GAY GUY
() I HAVE NEVER KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I HAVE NEVER KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I HAVE NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
() I HAVE NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
() I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
() I HAVE NEVER BEEN DUMPED
() I HAVE NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN FIRED
() I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD A THREESOME
() I HAVE NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN TIED UP
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(x) I HAVE NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(x) I HAVE NEVER MADE OUT WITH MORE THAN 1 PERSON AT A TIME
(x) I HAVE NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I HAVE NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) I HAVE NEVER GONE ON A BLIND DATE
() I HAVE NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
() I HAVE NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I HAVE NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
() I HAVE NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL CLASSES
(x) I HAVE NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN FISTED AND/OR HAVE NEVER FISTED ANYONE
(x) I HAVE NEVER THROWN UP IN A BAR
() I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A PRO FOOTBALL GAME
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX IN ANOTHER COUNTRY
() I HAVE NEVER SPENT VALENTINE'S DAY WITHOUT A SPECIAL SOMEONE
() I HAVE NEVER CRIED AT A PARTY
() I HAVE NEVER HAD A NOSEBLEED
(x) I HAVE NEVER LEARNED TO PLAY MAH JONG
(x) I HAVE NEVER FALSELY TOLD SOMEONE I LOVE THEM
(x) I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN COMPLETELY NAKED IN PUBLIC
() I HAVE NEVER DONE A BODY SHOT
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN A VICTIM OF UNREQUITED LOVE
() I HAVE NEVER CRIED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE
(x) I HAVE NEVER PLAYED CHINESE FIRE DRILL
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX WITH ONE OF MY FRIEND'S MOM
() I HAVE NEVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A PRO BASKETBALL GAME
(x) I HAVE NEVER PEED IN A URINAL
(x) I HAVE NEVER REGRETED DATING SOMEONE
(x) I HAVE NEVER MADE A SEX VIDEO
(x) I HAVE NEVER LIKED MY FRIEND'S BROTHER
() I HAVE NEVER CUT MYSELF
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[20 May 2004|05:48pm] |
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Yea, well sorry for the short entries or the ones that I put just to say I updated, so no one will yell at meh for not updating.
So yar, Yesterday I went over Lea's and we went and got brytt, and then we went back to lea's and took a walk with her and her sister des to the bank because des needed to cash her check. So we get to the bank and it's closed. Soo we walked about a mile for nothing. So we decide to go to the school. So we take the little path thingy through the bank to the school and see a bunch of middle aged men playing tennis. So bryttany or somebody was like "HEY It's the norton dad's tennis club!" and we all cracked up. Then we decided to see if we could actually go into the school. But me, being the oh, so, worried one didn't go in. So i walked around the front of the school looking like a moron until the felt bad for me and came out of the school. So from the school we walked back to Lea's.
We then decide "hey let's go to the HAY playground." So off we went to the HAY playground. But first, bryttany wanted to stop for a jelly stick. So we stop, and I ended up getting a jelly stick too. So now it was des's turn to order, and she got a coffee and a muffin. The old lady get's the muffin and goes to des "Would you like cream cheese with your muffin?" and we look at her like "Did she just say cream cheese? Did she mean a bagel?" and Des was all "erm, no thanks." (A had-to-be-there moment).
So we get to the playground and basically terrorized it. Des threw half of her muffin on the ground, and we smashed the ice coffee's on the ground. It was grand. And then we sat and talked for about an hour. hahaha WE HAVE AIM TOURETTS!
Yea, and then today I went to Lea's again, I don't think i've taken the bus home in 2 weeks. lmao.
Well gots to go. Toodles kids.
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Heeelllloooo. What's up kiddos? Blah today sucked the big one.
We Had Mcas. It sucked. Although it was kinda easy. Thank god we didn't have any classes today though.
Blahg I have gym. I hate gym.
Welps, like the new layout? I'm not gonna tell anybody who it is. Make them think. And if they don't ohps welps.
Well gots ta' go. Toodles.
I love my Mr. Christopher Cotterill.
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[17 May 2004|06:58pm] |
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Hola kiddos, sorry i haven't updated in a while. My comp has been broked. It still kinda is. Well i'm thinking of Changing zee layout. Not sure what to do it on, i got two ideas now, but i'm not sure.
Well i'm gonna go.
I love my Mr. Christopher Cotterill.
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[23 Apr 2004|11:26am] |
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What an eventful day I had yesterday.
First I went over Brytt's house, and we hung out there for about 5 minutes (i finally got to meet katelyn). Then we went to her old condo to pick up some crap she left there. haha you wouldn't believe the stuff we found. We were such retards last year.
So then we went to the Mall and walked around there for a while. We went into Hot Topic and Brytt got like 943750391475 millions things as usual. haha j/k. She got a Clash Shirt and Zipper Earings and maybe something else i'm forgetting. But Oh well. I, on the other hand, got Shoelaces with my big $10! lol. I got mix and match ones. You'll se 'em eventually.
So then we got back to the house and i downloaded Winmx for her. So then we proceeded to download "Detachable Penis" by King Missile. But the stupid thing wouldn't load. So we're talking to Dez online and we're like "HA! guess what...we just downloaded 'Detachable Penis'." and we don't think he got what we meant so he replied by saying "Go to ebay....and look up dildos...better yet used dildos." and we were like "Umm.NO!" *cringes at thought* So while we're talking to Dez we hear this annoying little voice from the kitchen go "LAWWA!...RALPHIE I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN SO LONG!" Brytt and i just stare at eachother like Holy fuck...it's back. haha.
So then we go down to the Cap Cod Canal and we rode bikes for 10 miles (my legs hurt like a bitch). And we saw a fuzzy tree! heehee. No really, it was really fuzzy! I was amazed. Then brytt found a little thing (we don't know what it is.) And she named 'him' herby and called him her pet. And then she found another herby, but she broke him so now there's 3 herby's, but one herby fell while riding our bikes back. So this is in memory of Herby #3 R.I.P hahaha.
So then we got hungry and went to Lindsey's. (yes, lindsey's is a resturaunt you little dirty-minded fucks.) So we had possibly the best waiter ever. haha. He was hallarious. When dessert came we he delivered Lyssa (LAWWA LAWWA! girl) her icecream. But brytt and i thought he said "asscream." So we go over to him and we're like "Ha! can we get some asscream?" and he started laughing. It was grand.
Well, that was my day yesterday, and now i have to go get ready to go over Chris's. Alrighty kids, toodles.
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[18 Apr 2004|08:34pm] |
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Well, here i am, Chewing on Ice cubes, and wishing someone, anyone would sign on and talk to meh. Blah. This vacation is going to be exactly like the last vacation... Me ending up being bored and doing nothing, cuz i have no friends. Bah so exciting kids, sooooooo exciting.
Well Ocat and I have alot of things in common, one of them we pointed out last night on the ride to the mall, alot of 9th graders hate us. Which i don't know what the fuck is their problem because i have never EVER done anything to them, and as far as i'm concerned, just because your a 9th grader does not make you god, and you can go fuck yourselves. Of course not all 9th graders. Just the ones who hate me for no reason. And you all know who you are too, obviously.
Well, i've let out my feelings, kinda felt a-ok. I'm now drained though, so i will go, and leave you on that note. toodles.
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